Ariadne's Thread

Belief

for this I have nothing to say

today

I am in the ruins of my life

life

strife

underneath the undertow

under the belly of the giant

running with the shadows of the wolves

beneath the image of my past

past

won't last

will it ever go away

reflections passing time in the back of my mind

reflecting back

like I need to see them

now

forever

tommorrow

let me go

let me find you waiting at the end of all this

sweet bliss

I hate when I rhyme

I hate when everything makes sense

but when there is no order

I don't know what to do

life with chaos

is like love without pain

remain

when I am not there

you are fallen

you are falling

in love again

too much

a cliche rocks the boat

trite and contrived

beautiful and innocent

just don't look at me when I turn your way

our momenment to each other

our monument to the world

each year we find someone else

each day is filled with melacholy

as we forlogn over another

I want you to be in my arms

arms

stay at a lenght

where I can reach you

you

for if you go I will die

die

let me offer some relief

to this holy war that pains in my heart

to this world that rains in my head

my room is decorated with presents

posters of someone else's face

someone that I need

bleed

the world can be so cruel to make me this way

live long

live hard

believe in oneself

I am a poster for self preservation

for self worth

sell me for another

and believe that I will be okay when you are gone

I don't understand why you hide so much

neither do I

neither do I

I hold my heart like a dragon without a home

a home is all i need

but for now I long to get away from here

no one will no me there

everyone will think I am gone

people don't understand

people think that I am crazy

insane

sanity crosses my heart

I am so sorry for what I have done

for what I will do