Ariadne's Thread

confusion

illusion

delusion

love

I am reaching,

teaching,

listening,

wishing,

fishing,

missing the point

I hate

I love

I need

nothing

everything

anything

I can't even make anything out

I think it's black,

when I know it's white

I believe in angles,

but burn the bible more

I sleep like a baby,

but cry all day

I just wish I could get a simple answer

to the mysteries in my mind

I must try to regain consciousness

I must fly high,

but I am afraid I will fall

Is that the same,

as not wanting or loving,

I can't, but I must

You see

what I am up against

myself

I am fighting with myself

struggling

let go

flow out

let go

let go

let go

let go

stop analyzing everything

stop for Christ sake

I can't love,

cannot be or