Ariadne's Thread

Fuck me.

Yes.

Fuck me hard.

I want you inside me. I know you want to be inside. I know you want it. Yeah baby. You know you want me. I've seen you. I've seen you watching me.

"How much time do I have?"

"Enough."

I'm staying here tonight.

"Why?"

Nobody has to know.

"I just don't want to go home."

I just don't want to be alone.

"I understand."

Yes.

"I understand."

Don't talk. Don't think. Don't think. Just cum in me. That's it. I want to feel you inside.

The nights seem long. Whenever she is not around. Until she comes. Until I hear a knock on the door. I am getting a key made tomorrow. That way, she won't have to knock. I won't have to stay up. I won't have to wonder when she is coming. Coming home to me.

"Hello?"

"Hi."

"Do you want a date?"

"Um. Yes. I do."

Please stop. Don't touch me. Not yet.

"Where do you want to fuck?"

"I just want to talk for a while."

I just want to talk for hours.

"Fine. Whatever. Where do you want me?"

I must be lonely to feel the need for this. To look at her. To want her. Or, to make myself want her. She is some one, some one I could just be with. Not knowing anything about her. She is so deep. Something in her. I want to explore.

"What's your name?"

"Steve. My friends call me Steve."

"Steve. That's a guy's name alright. Steve. Do you want to fuck now Steve."

"Please. I just want to wait a while. I want to get to know you. I'll pay whatever."

Whatever it takes.

"It's a pay by the job. Not by the hour."

"How much then. I have plenty."

"Five hundred more to talk. Up front Steve."

"Alright."

Her eyes are covered in mascara. Dark. Black. Ebon. Her skin is pale white. She has a slight tan. But her skin doesn't tan that well. I just want to talk. For now. I just want to get to know her.

Is that alright?

"Can I take my clothes off?"

"Turn out the lights first."

"I want you to lay in bed. Naked. I want to look at you."

But I don't want to.

I just want to hold you. At least. For tonight.

"You like to make believe. Is that it?"

"No. I just like to explore a woman's body."

There isn't much pleasure in just ramming it in.

"I can get myself off, if that's all I wanted."

"Is this your first time?"

"With someone like you?"

I've never met anyone like you.

"You can do whatever. Just don't cum in my hair."

Please. Don't.

"I have another job tonight."

"Where is it at?"

"That's none of your business, Steve."

"I suppose not."

How does it feel. Being fucked. By a man. Different men. How does it feel?

"Just close your eyes Steve."

Close your eyes.

I can feel her lips on me. Not yet. Not yet.

"What's wrong."

"Please. Not now. I just want to look at you. I just want to caress your skin."

"Whatever gets you off Steve."

"I don't want to get off."

No. No.

"What do you want?"

I just want to look at you. In the dark. Where there is hardly any light.

Her skin is luminescent. There are only a few street lights outside. Guiding my eyes. I want to taste her. Draw her near. Though I know I am paying for this. God, I can't believe I am paying for this.

What choice do I have? She did this to me. She made me feel this way.

"I have to leave by one."

"Alright."

No. Don't act that way. Not in front of me. Jesus you're embarrassing me. Can't you just be normal. Can't you just be real.

"Another job."

I've got to go. Please. Let me go.

What is it? What do you want me to be? I can change. Really. I promise I will change. Just give me a chance.

"Common baby. I haven't got all night."

But you feel so good. So very good.

I roll my fingers across her back. There are tiny freckles on her shoulders. I want to kiss them. I want to reach out to her. Perhaps save her. But from what? What is the point of saving someone, when she doesn't want to be saved. She seems content. Yet there is something underneath her. Something I can't quite describe. I am attracted to what I can't see. I am attracted to what I can't see. Here. In the dark.

"Is this really all you want?"

"Yes."

I can jack off later.

"You paid me a lot of money. You know that don't you?"

You want a blow job. You want to fuck my ass. My tits. Anything. I just want to make you cum.

"No. I just want to look at you."

"Have you seen me before?"

"Yes."

"Where?"

"Outside. I see you getting dropped off. I see you hailing a cab."

"How did you find me?"

"It's not hard to find someone. Once you start to look."

There is nothing sexier than a woman's mind. Women who are intelligent. Sassy. Witty. Brilliant. Degrees mean little to me. It's true knowledge that counts. Education can be learned any where. Everywhere but in school.

"Did you cum?"

Yeah. Yeah. I feel it. I'm cumming.

To jump inside her mind. To get a glimpse of her thoughts. There is nothing sexier than this. There is nothing sexier than her.

"I have to go."

"I...I'll call again."

"Maybe next time we can fuck."

Please don't go.

"Yeah. Maybe."

There is so much contrast in her face. From her skin, to her eyes. The darkness. The light. So much in between. I have to stop this. I have to stop going here. I have to stop playing so much in my mind.

Jesus. I'm cumming.

I'm cumming.

Yes.

"Didn't that feel good?"

Don't you want me. Don't you need me? Tell me. Talk dirty to me. Fuck me. Fuck me hard.

"I'm sorry it's so late."

"No. Please. Come in."

"I just don't want to go home."

Not now. Not now.

"You can stay here if you want."

"I should be paying you."

"Don't worry about it."

I've seen you. Watching me. You like me. Don't you. You like to watch me.

"Can I use the shower?"

"Sure. There are towels behind the door."

Just close your eyes.

Close them.

Let me look at you. Yes. That's what I want.

"What's your fantasy?"

She comes in. Slowly. Walks across the room. I'm sleeping. She lays on top of me. Runs her hand through my hair. Slowly. Begins to undress me. The clothes she is wearing fall away. She begins to touch me. Look at me. In whatever light there is. In the dark that is. There is the silent roar of traffic outside. Night time traffic. The occasional truck. The occasional motorcycle. The room is cold. I like it cold. She puts a blanket over us. To keep us warm. We start to sweat. I'm still not awake. Not all the way. She gets on top of me. Slides onto me. Into me. I wake up. I start to get up. She pushes me back. I close my eyes. Feel her hair on my chest. I close my eyes. I can see her now. I see her inside of me. I feel her inside of me. And for that moment, I'm alive.

Oh God.

Yes.

Yes.

"You're so beautiful. Do you know that?"

I wait to tell her this. Just so she knows it's not the cum talking. Just so she knows it's really me.

Yes.

Oh, Yes.

It's really me.

Her body is still lithe in my arms. Sort of dangling there. I'm still inside her. I'm still inside. I can feel her pulse growing thin. Thinner. She is fading away. She is my fantasy. She is my dream. She is everything to me tonight.

Tonight. I just want to look at her.

There is nothing sexier than a woman's mind. To see her lying there. Just lying there. In the dark. In my mind. She is everything to me. She can be anything. I can cum now. I going to fucking cum.

"You feel so good. I've never felt like this before."

"Don't just say that."

"Really. I mean it."

I've never cum like this before. You're the best. You're everything to me. Yeah baby. Yeah. Give it to me. I want your hard cock inside me. Yeah. You're so big baby. Nobody has made me cum like this.

Really?

"Yes. I mean it."

You're the best.

Each and every night. Having different men fuck you. You are obviously smarter than this. You are obviously better than this. Tell me why. I want to know, why.

"Don't ask so many questions."

Don't look at me that way.

Hurry up. Fuck me. Cum on me. Do it to me baby. Do it to me now.

I just want to know. Know why. Please tell me.

"Will you be coming back tonight?"

Can I see you again?

You've got all the time you want Steven.